The night we first started dating I thought you were the most amazing guy in the world.  Then when we broke up my heart was broken.  Things I shouldn’t have said made you hate me and I couldn’t be sorrier.  Now we are not even friends.  Deleted me off facebook and unfollowed me on twitter but haven’t unfollowed me on tumblr.  I wish I could take back what I said but I can’t.  I hope you see this and know that I am very sorry and I hope one day you could actually forgive me and we can be friends again.  If you don’t want to be friends I understand.  I still think you are the most amazing guy in the world.  

P.S. (mouthing the word) Colorful.  If you still remember.